the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

really i want the internet

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"Put a blanket."

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

currently

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

plato

It Will Get Lighter

plato

but i respect your search

and the fake qualifier

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i dont understand magnetisation

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

it is hopeful

its good

whats your name?

abrar?

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.