Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

the site i am dreaming

lol yea

Slug

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i have read not even 1 book

hello reader,

feel you

so an active mazelike process

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

and the fake qualifier

idk


ahnaf abrar

2 (actually index). two is company

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

its good

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no like which do people call me

its good

sorry i am texting like a slav

its good short few pages

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

this will be about a slug

so at the end


magnetisation/form

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.


like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i dont understand magnetisation