currently

i was tempted to lie about my name

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me


no longer writing in the third person

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Better Lift

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

but really the thing should be autonomous

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

so the method has to be autonomous

all that is to say

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

its good

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

its good short few pages

yeah

is everyoneback on tumblr now

Style

send link

what do you mean

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

ahnaf abrar

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation