She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

you cannot feed someone truth

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

its good short few pages

so at the end

so an active mazelike process

its performative

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

ahnaf abrar

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

It Will Get Lighter

which magnetises chains of pins

i really havent

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i love it here

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

IWGD

Rain, starting

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak