I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
its good
Today I felt like starting
no longer writing in the third person
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
not their contents
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
you cannot feed someone truth
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Lift Analysis
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
that looks like my instagram account
so the method has to be autonomous
thank you
barren land
i love it here
abrar?
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."