I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

it is hopeful

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

in a post. I want to be remembered

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

sorry i am texting like a slav

barren land

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

we can only engage in such a way

It Will Get Lighter

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

you cannot feed someone truth

we need to be deconstructing our identities

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

but really the thing should be autonomous