I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Better Lift

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.



Worse Lift

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

IWGD

Today I felt like starting

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Rain, starting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49


"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Picture

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.


...

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it