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isaac
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
its performative
we need to be deconstructing our identities
have you read
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
its good
its good short few pages
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
you cannot feed someone truth
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
so the method has to be autonomous
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.currently
no i haven't really read anything
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
no longer writing in the third person
i was tempted to lie about my name
it is hopeful
all that is to say
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
its good
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
was it worth it
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December 2025
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.