there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Better Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

in a post. I want to be remembered

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter

IWGD

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After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

13, H, grate

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03