feel you

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

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December 2025

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

much more tactility

idk

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

in a post. I want to be remembered

division of reality is straying away from it

that looks like my instagram account

as in

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

thank you

whats your name?

kind of mythopoesis

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate