we can only engage in such a way
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
we need to be deconstructing our identities
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
i was tempted to lie about my name
as in
isaac newton
i dont understand magnetisation
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
like magnets
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
magnetisation/form
you cannot feed someone truth
what do you think my name is
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
December 2025