Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
that looks like my instagram account
like first name
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
its performative
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
bro i read nothing in my life
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
you cannot feed someone truth
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
its good
sorry i am texting like a slav
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
its good short few pages
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
abrar?
ahnaf abrar
Today I felt like starting
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
as in