i am quite illiterate on producing technology
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it is hopeful
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
feel you
isaac
god being the centre magnet
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
we need to be deconstructing our identities
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
plato
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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
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nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
ahnaf abrar