your feed looks like my tumblr
we can only engage in such a way
not their contents
so an active mazelike process
idk
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
division of reality is straying away from it
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
ahnaf abrar
i really havent
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
kind of mythopoesis
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
its good
as in
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos