i was tempted to lie about my name

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

as in

propensity within someone

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

really i want the internet

1

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Worse Lift

its performative



There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Rain, starting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

in a post. I want to be remembered


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

it is hopeful

IWGD

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

not their contents

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

kind of mythopoesis