like magnets

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

in a post. I want to be remembered

I am below everything.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

December 2025

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

its performative

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

13, H, grate

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

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"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

propensity within someone

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

autonomy of learning