feel you

yeah

i have read not even 1 book

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

that looks like my instagram account

much more tactility

your feed looks like my tumblr

lol

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

so at the end

send your tumblr

all that is to say

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

is everyoneback on tumblr now

i want to do that too

so an active mazelike process

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

propensity within someone

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

is this you as well

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

you cannot feed someone truth


December 2025

like first name

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

It Will Get Lighter

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i really havent