its performative

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

no longer writing in the third person

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

"Put a blanket."

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

It Will Get Lighter

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

yes

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i see a website

but really the thing should be autonomous

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

you have a beautiful account btw

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.