to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Better Lift

IWGD

It Will Get Lighter

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

no longer writing in the third person

Today I felt like starting

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

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The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i love it here

i really havent

i was tempted to lie about my name

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Thank you, Jack

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

"Put a blanket."