bro i read nothing in my life
i want to do that too
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
yeah
what do you think my name is
god being the centre magnet
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
ion
magnetises a pin
like first name
no i haven't really read anything
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
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theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
feel you
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
yes
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
December 2025
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