the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
no longer writing in the third person
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
bro i read nothing in my life
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
ion
division of reality is straying away from it
its good
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
propensity within someone
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
Lift Analysis
like first name
i understand
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
yeah
i really havent
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
no i haven't really read anything
so the method has to be autonomous
autonomy of learning
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.