have you read

Lift Analysis

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Rain, starting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Picture

I am below everything.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Today I felt like starting

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

propensity within someone

its performative

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

magnetisation/form

not their contents

what do you mean

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

its good

abrar?

autonomy of learning

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

division of reality is straying away from it

plato