"Put a blanket."
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.no longer writing in the third person
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
currently
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
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Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
autonomy of learning
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you have a beautiful account btw
i love it here
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
division of reality is straying away from it
you cannot feed someone truth
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak