Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Rain, starting

Worse Lift

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

"Put a blanket."

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

hiding from the rain

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i really havent

lol yea

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

so an active mazelike process

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

you cannot feed someone truth

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

the site i am dreaming

magnetisation/form

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

autonomy of learning

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time


part of an old note. It will get lighter.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls