nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

brb i will read and reply sincerely

and the fake qualifier

you have a beautiful account btw

send link

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you cannot feed someone truth

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

like magnets

Thank you, Jack

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i love it here

IWGD

really i want the internet

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

Worse Lift

is this you as well

magnetises a pin

god being the centre magnet

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

no i haven't really read anything