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But seriously, thank you, Jack

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It Will Get Lighter

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

idk

not their contents

autonomy of learning

Thank you, Jack

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i really havent

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

is everyoneback on tumblr now

i have read not even 1 book

bro i read nothing in my life

barren land

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

as in

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

thank you

fw

division of reality is straying away from it

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you