the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

all that is to say

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

yeah

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

so an active mazelike process

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

ahnaf abrar

i love it here

much more tactility

plato

idk

so at the end

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

autonomy of learning

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

lol

propensity within someone

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

December 2025

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

was it worth it

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

and the fake qualifier

we can only engage in such a way