I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
really i want the internet
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
much more tactility
its performative
yes
you cannot feed someone truth
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
so the method has to be autonomous
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
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hiding from the rain