I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

yeah

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

is everyoneback on tumblr now

lol

magnetisation/form

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Today I felt like starting

send your tumblr

all that is to say

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

lol yea

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i have read not even 1 book

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.