part of an old note. It will get lighter.

god being the centre magnet

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i dont understand magnetisation

i have read not even 1 book

and the fake qualifier


thank you

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

2 (actually index). two is company

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

is this you as well

hello reader,

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

December 2025

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

that looks like my instagram account

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

ahnaf abrar

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

bro i read nothing in my life

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

its good

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

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