i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

no longer writing in the third person

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

its performative

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i see a website

barren land

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i have read not even 1 book

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

you cannot feed someone truth

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

idk

your feed looks like my tumblr

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something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever