i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

its performative

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

you cannot feed someone truth

that looks like my instagram account

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

magnetisation/form

yeah

much more tactility

propensity within someone

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i have read not even 1 book

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

lol yea

I am below everything.

so the method has to be autonomous

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

so an active mazelike process

Worse Lift

so at the end

It Will Get Lighter


"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

it is hopeful

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

its good

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

It Will Get Lighter