its performative

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

lol

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

we can only engage in such a way

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i have read not even 1 book

so an active mazelike process

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

much more tactility

as in

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

but i respect your search

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

you have a beautiful account btw

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

or never left

no longer writing in the third person