with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

not their contents

propensity within someone

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

brb i will read and reply sincerely

so at the end

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

and the fake qualifier

that looks like my instagram account

hiding from the rain

was it worth it

...

i understand

much more tactility

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

as in