i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
but i respect your search
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
December 2025
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
or never left
its performative
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
feel you
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
you cannot feed someone truth
i understand
i really havent
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
send link
propensity within someone
was it worth it
isaac
abrar?