this will be about a slug

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

It Will Get Lighter

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

but i respect your search

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Better Lift

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

kind of mythopoesis

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Picture

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

lol

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

you cannot feed someone truth

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet