the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

lol yea

so the method has to be autonomous

plato

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

its performative

as in

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i really havent

what do you mean

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

no i haven't really read anything

ion

autonomy of learning

this will be about a slug

send link

sorry i am texting like a slav

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

its good

its good

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

god being the centre magnet

not their contents

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

December 2025

bro i read nothing in my life

and the fake qualifier

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

magnetisation/form

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

i love it here

no like which do people call me