i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

13, H, grate

A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.

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I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

It Will Get Lighter

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

I am below everything.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

brb i will read and reply sincerely

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

really i want the internet

Rain, starting

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

in a post. I want to be remembered

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

but i respect your search

"Put a blanket."

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i really havent

like first name

or never left

whats your name?