its performative

yes

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Picture

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

no longer writing in the third person

It Will Get Lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

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