no longer writing in the third person

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Better Lift


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Today I felt like starting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I am below everything.

i understand

not their contents

so the method has to be autonomous

magnetisation/form

like magnets

all that is to say

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

yes

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful


somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

2 (actually index). two is company