Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i really havent
isaac
was it worth it
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
i love it here
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
yeah
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
we need to be deconstructing our identities
autonomy of learning
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
not their contents
magnetisation/form