the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thank you, Jack

I am below everything.

was it worth it

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

what do you think my name is

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

you have a beautiful account btw

its good

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

no i haven't really read anything

is this you as well

not their contents

its good short few pages

lol yea

autonomy of learning

i was tempted to lie about my name

fw