we need to be deconstructing our identities

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"Put a blanket."

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Better Lift

Today I felt like starting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

what do you mean

its good

no i haven't really read anything

its good short few pages

i really havent

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

i dont understand magnetisation

have you read

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

IWGD

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities