I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Today I felt like starting
in a post. I want to be remembered
no longer writing in the third person
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
i really havent
plato
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
we need to be deconstructing our identities
bro i read nothing in my life
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
is this you as well
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50