yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

like magnets

ahnaf abrar

its performative

you cannot feed someone truth

not their contents

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

magnetisation/form

as in

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

fw

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

yeah

like first name

lol yea

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

have you read

lol

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

we need to be deconstructing our identities

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

wait what is that

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

thank you

was it worth it

what do you think my name is

I am below everything.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

in a post. I want to be remembered

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books