bro i read nothing in my life



Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

It Will Get Lighter

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

"Put a blanket."

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Rain, starting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
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i love it here

autonomy of learning

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

isaac newton

hiding from the rain

magnetisation/form

i understand

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

currently

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

yeah