something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

or never left

its good short few pages

so the method has to be autonomous

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

much more tactility

as in

send your tumblr

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

lol

not their contents

magnetisation/form

its performative

i really havent

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

1

hiding from the rain

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

feel you

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

but i respect your search

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

idk

god being the centre magnet

all that is to say

isaac

really i want the internet

kind of mythopoesis