it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
in a post. I want to be remembered
Today I felt like starting
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.Better Lift
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
it is hopeful
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
I am below everything.