wait what is that

so at the end

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

division of reality is straying away from it

like first name

yes

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

kind of mythopoesis

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

feel you

lol

and the fake qualifier

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Lift Analysis

thank you

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

your feed looks like my tumblr

no like which do people call me

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

which magnetises chains of pins

I Write Goodbye Letter

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

i understand

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class