After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

IWGD

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

propensity within someone

autonomy of learning

all that is to say

not their contents

its performative

as in

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

much more tactility

we need to be deconstructing our identities

plato

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

feel you

so at the end

Better Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

ahnaf abrar

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate


Style

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

abrar?

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i want to do that too

was it worth it

i really havent

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

no like which do people call me